love our little family

love our little family

Monday, March 28, 2016

My Valentines Gift and You are my Sunshine

I love my family- I sang the sunshine song, and Jeremy and Capri made the other song (along with a few others he wont let me share) for Valentines day this year. I love it so much. Our family has been through a lot the past couple of years, and every time we think that life has calmed down...it picks right back up. We have learned a lot, grown and cried a lot. I know that we are better people for what we have been through, but it has been a long road. I want to blog about some of the experiences I have had, things I have learned that I wish I would have either known, or known someone who I could talk to who would understand. I have been hanging on by a thread and my beautiful baby girl and her amazing sweet and stubborn and very intelligent soul has helped me to keep going. My husband has been amazing, staying by my side and supporting me, and ultimately we are closer than ever. I still have many things to learn, and still feel like I am in the depths of despair most of the time. But there are moments I cling to that I can actually feel joy and love. I love how much Jeremy and Capri do for me, and how much joy and what Capri teaches us. Jeremy has been a great strength and support and has been a better father than I could ever imagine. He really is so amazing with Capri and has such a special bond with her. It's so heartwarming and amazing to see the love and joy those two bring to our home. The love of adventure runs deep in all of us and having a three year old who wants happiness and love and reminds us daily its quite amazing. I have so much love for these two, and I am finally starting to do some of the things that I used to do and love all the time. Like singing. I have loved singing my entire life, I don't know how good I am anymore (bit out of practice) but I still enjoy it and feel such calm and love music and lyrics. I often feel as though God is helping me through music and different songs at times.
Well here is a start, my most valuable valentines gift I have ever received. I put the pictures to the music today. I have been wanting to share the song but didn't know how and figured this was a fun way. sorry the quality is so horrible it wouldn't let me have it any better on the blog.